So me and my gf had a scare. She kinda made herself look like she was cheating and i was like way confused and hurt. It later turning out to be a girl with a bf she was texting but didnt say till last meant. I confirmed it. She is a bit clueless and im a bit dense. However, We in the midst of talking told each other how things have felt from each others sides. she had a dream that i had girls on the side and that i will break up with her because i caught her with some guy she was trying to push away in her dream after she saw dream me cheat then cheating dream me came and didnt listen to her. I had a dream the same week of being in another relationship and being happy. not happier but way least stressed alot of focus on eggs like the clear part and the yoke in my dream. My dream self in my dream didnt realize i was already dating till the end of the dream and i told myself in my dream lets just see how far each relationship goes. Both in the same week. I really love my girfriend, We get along so well normally. Her life can stress me out though, Her parents are abusive ***** and she had to call cps after i helped her, but we cant see each other for 2 more years, Im 18 and shes 15. I originally thought she was 17 cause she would talk about prom but it turned out a month in her school as b
prom for everyone. We have been long distance for 5 months now. She was understanding enough to hear my dream. Sometimes she can be a bit shut in or down but her family is horrible so i understand to the degree i can. Sometimes though because of that i cant say everything thats bothering me cause she already has already shut down, it can make talking hard cause her dads so mean, her mom seriously hurt her and she told the police already and now her dad is calling her a villian and evil. He hopes she suffers and more. Her life is so hard right now. So i really want to clear my mind. I didnt feel so strange till the almost cheating, She has a habit of not saying things. She didnt say her age she just allowed me to assume this is on me though, She didnt say anything about her parents as i begged for there permission to be insulted by them. She holds alot in. She has a fear i wont be happy with her cause we are no sexual cause thats illegal. So no no sexual stuff. Its tough... im a bit confused recently.. What does all this sound to you?