setting here trying to keep my head off the table ... afraid to lay back down that is when the burning itching gets the worst .... so I set here bobbing up and down fighting sleep ... eating benadryl after benadryl ... applying benadryl cream to both legs ... determined to just pass out ... for months have craved sleep over anything .. now afraid of it ... my last sleep "aid" they believe caused this rash .... see "him" next thursday ... not sure he has any other ideas ... have tried so many .... the xanex has helped the best but only for an hour or two ... may try klonapin ... but really want to keep my xanex for day "needs" .. not sure he would let me have both ... color me itchy bobbing in the kitchen ....

may you never have to walk in my shoes ... or socks ... you get the point .... getting punchy ...