I'm not sleeping at the moment
Well here is what is on my mind

Words hurt
Gossip hurts
Judging people hurt
All of this above worries me.

What ifs I'm not good enough
Don't measure up
Don't belong
What if I am one of those you judge behind their back
I'm scared. Worried. What if I am really just failing and stumbling through.

Understanding eachother
Believing each other is doing the best they can give the circumstances
Encouragement
Telling each other they are doing good
Where is all that

Some people are so full of themselves maybe
Some people think they are the best in the world

I feel so small and scared sometimes maybe insecure I don't know but I wish the worries would just go away