I have been in your shoes as far as everyone turning their backs on me. I tried working through it for months and when I didn't get the love and support I needed, I moved five hours away and started fresh. It was scary. Really scary. But it was the best decision I could have made. I've been here almost 3 years and mostly nothing but good things. I recently suffered a huge loss losing my 15 month old little girl and I'm hoping the best way I know how by going to therapy. But other than that it's been happy times. I don't know if that's the answer for you or not but it worked for me. I've always been told if I want something bad enough I'll find a way to make it happen. I have real friends who I call family, I'm 18 months away from a bachelor degree in nursing.