ElsaMars and LucyG,
I am feeling much better because I got some sleep. It helped that I did not start reading posts when I woke up at midnight. You are both good friends and have helped me a lot. I am going to visit PC much less, it sometimes gets me "worked up" (which is ridiculous but I have a problem I guess).
You are both the wonderful people, hope Thanksgiving time is great for you both! Myst