I was ostracized by the few people I considered friends in the foreign country I am living in. I cant seem to start getting my social life back cus I lost all self esteem. I feel as though I am worthless and have nothing to offer thats why it was easy for them to cut me off. All because I didnt tell them I was gonna start dating my current boyfriend (who was also part of the group). I feel sad thinking what couldve been if there was just some conversation. But I think theyre now more comfortable with us not in the picture. As though we just dont exist. When I see them on social media, I just feel sad, and I have FOMO, because we are always just completely ignored and uninvited and unwanted. Everyone I know is friends with them. I feel done. Like my world is limited and surrounded by people who dislike me. How do I continue living?