A researcher too!! Can't explain my feelings other than the knowledge I have from all of the reading and googling I've done to try and make some sense of myself and what I'm experiencing. It would give me great joy to help someone understand that they are ok. It's not your fault or choosing. That would be a gift to them and to me.

Or.

I would love to grow beautiful plants and make peaceful arrangements for people to plant their thoughts and worries.

That's what I'm in the process of doing now. Maybe the other will come. Who knows?!

What would be the ultimate vacation for you and why?