Hello world,

I am a programmer in a big company and 27yo.
People told me that they want the same life as me and that I am so lucky to have such a great job.
I don't see it that way. Although I have all these luxery goods in my life, I don't feel good at all. It's the opposite.. I feel deperssed. I can't pinpoint where it comes from. My boyfriend left me recently and the feeling got only worse. I feel so empty and can't seem to find a way out of it. I am just in my room all the time and just listen to music. I didn't go to work the past week, which makes me feel even worse.