After pregnancy, birth and raising 2 babies in the past 2 years i have been suffering. Every day felt empty, i made the effort to get up, put on a smile but i felt hopeless. Anger wrathed throughout my body every day and thoughts of passing in my sleep was my nightly wish.
After a long time of being adamant to not take medication, i give in. I couldnt stop crying and my doctor asked me to just try take something for the edge.
Im only on day 4 and i cannot believe the difference in myself. I feel things i havent felt in years. Im no longer restless, bored, agitated and sad. Intrusive horrible thoughts no longer invade my mind. I have energy and motivation to have a good day.
This is what normal people must feel like.
I iust want to give massive thanks to everybody here who lifted my spirits when i needed it the most and hope you all find the treatment that works best for you. Xoxo
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