So this week is my exam. Basically it's the moment that will define if I can be a medical intern at my country or if I have too look somewhere else, or wait and do it all again next year or find other line of work.
A couple of years ago every medical student who finished medical school at my country could continue the formation working in the country. But because of bad planning by the people in top positions there are now much more candidates than places.
Nothing matters to this selection. Just the grade on this stupid, unfair and random exam.
I have been working hard, spending much of my time studying. Nothing else going on in my life... And now it's clear that I should have invested on learning foreign languages.
I am sad and I don't want to put my life on hold. I want to move forward. I am afraid my grade want be good enough. Everyone works hard, almost everyone is smart. I don't deserve more or less but some of us, maybe me, will be very disappointed.