I miss it miss it miss it!! I just want to find that sweet spot where I'm euphoric, deeply know everything, am smarter and funnier and cleverer than everyone else...my anxiety having melted away. Full of sparks and light. Dancing to music anywhere and everywhere... Oh just all of it. But it has to stay that way and then, eventually, after I've had all the fun, go back to baseline, instead of what too often happens, which is it turning into terrible agitation, paranoia, and then into full-blown mania. In short, yes, I miss it so much, I just wish I could have it and with none of the ugliness that can go along with it. Is there a pill for that???