I did ask about housing options. One thing with this IOP place, they ask during the assessment about different issues that you might need referrals for... I told them that I really need to get out of my mom's, but that money is an issue. Apparently there is a community in my city that is all people on disability from the government, but you get your own little apartment... I think they are gonna get me info on there...

Today is day 3 clean from substances and self harm... I am feeling pretty awful, depressed and su thoughts... I am getting really tired of feeling like this...