((((((((((((((freewill)))))))))))))))

my poor poor sweet friend, I love you dearly, this could be me you are describing, only it wasn't my dad, my mothers lover, she was the same with me, I was an embarassement, something in the way of her life, I was told the same, let us hold hands and get through this, let us realise we are worthy, loveable people who have been treated like animals, worse than animals. We can console each other, I'm here for you always, Always my friend.... Your post is very brave, you are getting out all the bad and I applaud your courage, sending gentle hugs if that's ok, please please know I hear your pain, understand it and hurt with you.

Love you, Jinnyann xxxxxxx