I had a session with my therapist today. It was awful. To everything I said, she responded "it's your interpretation". To the fact that she could just delete my emails, that the therapy was punitive, that it was completely misguided, etc. Everytime, the same response: it's your interpretation. I even asked what her supervisor thought of the whole thing. She refused to answer. It was like, literally, talking to a wall. She doesn't want to answer, she has decided, it is the way it is. She didn't used to be like that. Two years and a half of investment, money, energy and it ends like that. I'm heartbroken. And she gets away with everything. She gets to carry on with her life, convinced that she was right, while I'm left alone to pick up the pieces. Please don't tell me to just find another therapist. Other therapists clearly don't want to hear my story. Besides, I would have to start again, to start from zero, tell my story all over again, I just can't. What's the point? How can I eve trust another therapist? After all this? How?
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