Thanks sticky_boy for reading. I appreciate it. Of course he's a loser. I see this now. I should've kept my emotional distance when he told me he had sold drugs before and still smokes. I don't know how much this factor plays a role in my situation or even at all. Lately, I've had the nagging feeling the he may be selling again. I wasn't into all that. Yet accepted him since it was a part of who he was. Which I always thought was addiction. Hmmm It just isn't me. He was and is obsessed with it (wax).
Question:. Why keep me around for that long, not to mention the distance, if I ultimately meant nothing? I'm not sure what he got out of it.