I think we see all things about our T the same way, their selves, time, lives and families, etc. We're their only client :-) So, realizing that your T just doesn't stop doing therapy when you're not there/able to come and that someone you know (thus an extension of you?) will be there instead could be a bit :-( Maybe too you have a thought that your T actually has time for you but just doesn't want to see you 2x a week and is politely declining by saying, "I don't have time."