I don't know if this would work for you, but i sometimes do half-sessions for half her normal fee. She's in private practice and i pay out of pocket but maybe something like that might work for you? Yes i agree its hard to talk about though i never like those money conversations with t. Then again as i told her awhile back maybe i need the reminder every now and again of the business side of ot to keep me from wanting something else of her... I wish you all the best.