So my name Troy. I am a 16 year old American boy. It is a long story so I shall keep it short. I started having problems about 3-4 years ago. I have 2 major problems: Anhedonia(Lack of emotion) and Derealization(everything feels fake). I was wondering what kind of diagnosis's I am looking at. And is this psychosis?I have also been somewhat of a mild sexual sadist my whole life.