This ^^^ is is doable.

Muscle weighs more than fat so even if you don't lose all you want pound wise you will be replacing for big increase in muscle tone.

I have struggled with anorexia for decades. My biggest trigger is the numbers on a scale so I flat refuse to look or no, I go by how I feel in my body.

You can meet your goal of being much happier with your appearance.

Be kind to yourself ❤️