I thought I didn't care about them

now they are over and I do (it's nothing to do with who's elected)

I just feel it was something for me to focus on.. who will get the most votes?. who will end up happy?. who will not agree with the results?

now it's over and i'm back to looking at the broken peaces of my life.. (not that it was ever hole I don't think)

uggI hate this.

how can something that bored me and I hated watching turn in to something I miss and want back?

am i that ****ed up that to actually stand a chance at feeling normal, I have to watch news coverage of an election?

wow