ok so much for relationships....as I went out the door ...my wife says to me....YOU ARE SO SENSITIVE....I didn't like that....I said I was proud of being sensitive....and that I had a problem with persons who are insensitive....she asked why I was upset...I told her I didn't like statements about me that were negative...this has come up frequently in front of others...that I was too sensitive...

well I am very sensitive....that is one of my best qualities...I don't want to change that...and I probably couldn't change it...

so my wife will be told over and over when this comes up...don't make negative comments about my personality...if I did something wrong I will speak up..but my self is going to be the same....my depression is partly due to anger at persons who judge me....I don't want to judge them...but don't tell me that I am too sensitive...I would push for kindness not criticism....

I went for a walk and stepped in dog poop...life is strange...