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Originally Posted by Wander
Gone crazy. Mood tanked but still very manic in some ways. SI strong. Agitated, irritable and thoughts race. Making plans but tomorrow is my sister s bday. Hopefully this mood state eases overnight like it did last time. Was given 10mg Olanzapine to no avail so just given 20mg more and hope to sleep soon tho still wired. Very scared. This darkness is too much for me. I hope the light returns tomorrow.
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Please be safe. You will be in my thoughts. I'm not really depressed yet but I'm sleeping non stop. So sick.....my energy.....my intestines are inflames from throat to bottom. It's a mess but I'm getting lots of rest and no depressive thoughts other than some circumstantial stuff I have no control over and that hardly qualifies me for depressed but I am going through some heightened emotional stuff though too but I don't think it's mania or maybe the sickness is holding down the mania or perhaps the sickness has me feeling more emotional or all of the above? The options are endless. I hurt bad but my husband purchased me a lovely heated throw and it's been very comforting in my current condition. I'm still sweating but I feel like I'm trying g to sweat something out so don't mind and the heated blanket feels so good on my weary bones.