Hello Koolz09

I was in a somewhat similar situation to you when I was your age.

I think the most important thing for you will be to focus on your school work, so that you can get a scholarship to college, and get away from home when you graduate High School.

I grew up in a very abusive home, and left as soon as I graduated High School.

The important thing for you is to focus on your studies, so that you will have somewhere to go to college. Once you get there, you will have to learn how to adjust to other people, and the "outside world". There will be people, especially counselors at the college who will be able to help you with that.

Be strong. This time in your life will not last forever.