thank you, im doing better today..
its just a huge roller coaster, i don't know how i've come this far but things will be ok some how.. life has too many beautiful things in it not to enjoy, at some point i will enjoy them <3

i'll never give up, i just wish the roller coaster was over though - up and down, all around, we frown but wearing the midnight gown <3

it just easy to feel like a fraud and thats enough to make one depressed... when one cant remember an hour ago, much less months/years ago - or how i feel when im depressed, or optimistic, its just painful ride seeing life slide by

but i'm a warrior, and we will not go down so easily;
treatment is difficult though

thanks