Long, long story but we are back together as of late Sunday night (today is Tuesday afternoon). How long until we start feeling like a couple again?
He basically told me that in living at home and being with someone for 10+ years before me that he has never had the freedom of just doing what he wants. He doesnt want me to hound him. I get that and I also get that its only been about a day since we've become a couple again but I have concerns already.
Sunday night he picked me up and we stayed at his house. I had a lot of trouble sleeping (finally fell asleep around 5 AM) and sat up on the bed most of the night. He kept telling me to lay down after I told hi over and over that I didnt want to.
He picked me up from work last night and was still very distant. I asked if hes going to kiss me good bye and he seemed like he didnt want to.
I tried playing it off and be goofy. He was leaning in and I didnt move. I just made kissy a kissy face at hime and he pulled me in by my hoody and told me to stop Kissed me, I called him rude and left.
Said goodnight that night without any "I love you" kisses or hearts or anything affection.
Its almost 2PM now and I havnt heard from him.
I just dont know anymore.
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