Hello PleaseComeOn: I'm sorry you are experiencing these problems. We here on PC cannot diagnose you. Our purpose here is to provide one another with support & to share experiences. (Perhaps some other members, here on PC, may wish to offer some suggestions.) Mental health diagnosis is a job for professionals. So since you feel you may be experiencing some mental health problems, the best thing to do would be to see a mental health therapist or a psychiatrist. Otherwise, all you're getting is someone else's opinion based on almost no information. Personally I would be afraid this might simply lead you to incorrect conclusions & unnecessary concern... two things you don't need. Please take care... & keep posting here on PC!