MM, I've seen you here for a really long time (2013), I know we go back and forth so many times about our diagnosis but I do recall about this time 3 years ago you were not doing so well. Taking your notes to your T should help them figure out how to help you. I've been in that boat so many times, questioning the diagnosis, as so many of us here have. Please take care of yourself
For what it's worth, I never have thought you were a 'b', naturally or not