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I'm on the elliptical with my eyes closed. I'm hurting inside. I hate what I've become. And worried about New Years/birthday I don't want to be alone. Last time I was I tried to od. Made a promise never to be alone for nye. I don't know about this year.
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Lactimal 175 mg
Pristiq 100 mg
Gabapentin 1800 mg
Klonopin 1mg.
Major depression
Social anxiety disorder
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