Thanks so much, everyone. I appreciate it so much. I did tell my T that there was something hard I needed to talk to her about, but she kind of misunderstood. I think she thought it was trauma related, which would make sense usually, so then she was all soft and gentle with me. And that made me feel even more guilty that the issue on my mind was money and I got so uncomfortable and froze. Now the whole thing is all a mess. I guess I'll try again next week.