Yes, the future scares and depresses me. I'm on disability and it doesn't pay enough for the bills. My savings is dwindling and I don't know what I'm going to do when it runs dry.
My brain is turning to mush, too. I'm sorry we have to go through this.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha