Being disabled isn't easy JustJace. I use a cane when I walk and I get stared at a lot. When I was working here in Kalamazoo, I felt like I contributed and had a purpose. After I got hurt, it all went away. Now I live alone and spend much of my time at home reading. I do that because I am tired of the stares, comments, and general ugliness of people. I do what I can with what I have. Being alone isn't ideal, but at least I don't get used or treated badly. And I'm sure you're right that it scares away guys. It scares away the ladies from me. I tend to think it scares the selfish people that are looking for perfection. If people could take off their blinders, they might realize perfection was possibly in front of them all along.