I'll try a walk today. I normally wouldn't because I get paranoid walking on my own but I woke up in a good mood. maybe I'll wait until DH gets home. I don't feel I need IP. If I did feel so I'd go myself. I've done it before with push from PC. I don't feel I'm unwell just a raging *****. Is meds the only way to stop being *****y? DH says I'm doing good at hiding it so that's good. If they make me go it's because they don't know me but I have no choice I wont go involuntary.