Turning 30 this year and constantly think about all the f&c%ed up stuff I did in my 20's. Gawd it's agonizing. And just now I was listening to old music. The shins. Band of horses. Bon Iver. Great music but brings up memories. It sucks. I cringe. I don't shout out but I think *tisk tisk* in my head. I'm not thrilled to be turning the big three oh but I'm glad my twenties are behind me. I'm a new person. I'll drink to that!