Weird, that happened to me as well, different scenario but same result. Made me question myself and in a strange way made me fearful of the topic of transgenderism. I'm now a bit more conscious of what's going on in my head and realise that I'm just unfamiliar with the gender identity disorder (I'm not familiar with terms so please excuse any unintentional offenses.) I'd like to over come my "fear", or rather uncertainty towards this topic. I believe knowledge is power and in order to see past my uneasiness is to explore it further and not just from scientific basis, but also get to know some folks here and expand my horizons and just be more knowledgeable.