Have you ever had to relive the past, but under worse conditions?

Let me start off by saying I hate traveling. I don't like going more than 45 minutes from point A to point B.... and yet, now I'm going to be traveling to Europe AGAIN for work. And trust me: It's no fun traveling over there when all you're doing is work. It just feels like one HUGE chore, especially since you're on a company budget and can barely afford food! (I ate like 0 food last trip and lost 5 lbs in the span of 2 weeks, which made me mad because I never wanted to lose weight.) My best friend was Czech Red Bull, which to me tastes like fruit punch soda.

But anyway, the worst country I visited wasPoland. I hate that country and its viener schnitzels. (Sorry if you like Poland, but the only things I got served there were schnitzels and Pizza Hut.)

I was angry and tired the whole time, and then became hypo when I came back to the US. Then shortly thereafter, I sunk into a deep depression where I had suicidal thoughts 24/7, and almost bought "supplies". F#ck me

Overall, it was an AWFUL experience and now I get to relive it, except this time in frigid temperatures (which is the real icing on the cake). And here I was, back in August saying, "I'm glad I never have to do that again"