I am a battered women's counselor and you are experiencing domestic violence in your household. You need to reach out to services in your area. If you would like I can get the numbers for whatever resources are available and get them to you.
Without counseling the violence will not stop. You need to protect yourself. Your husband is a very violent person and it is not your fault. You are not alone and you do not deserve to be abused.

Please take care,
Jessica