Thank you Luce for the examples you shared. This part seemed very true to me. I don't know how to piece it together or what it means. I don't even know what to call it.

We talked a lot during the session time. It was me but didn't feel like ALL me. I took the "pieces of me" (poster stars with different parts of me labeled on them) and spread them out on the floor. I rearranged them as my mind saw them and we talked about it. I did feel 12ish and I think I talked more freely than I usually do. I'm not remembering the whole time fluidly.

I gave in and emailed him this afternoon because I just don't feel like myself and I was trying to figure this out. If I could understand it, maybe that might even out the weirdness I'm feeling. I don't know, it could make it worse I guess.

I am probably making more out of it than it is. It's pretty strong in my mind though, so to me it is pretty intense.

Of course he couldn't say much through email because of privacy. I know he doesn't do counseling through email, I was really asking for somewhere to find information/knowledge about what happened.

State dependent memories may not be what I need to be looking for information on.

I don't know. [emoji85]