I'm sorry to everyone for my recent meltdowns. As you can imagine or know finance is a ***** and self image well, I need to accept myself. Did make it to the gym 3 days in a row. Tomorrow will be four. Thanks everyone who has listened. Wild coyote that was an inspiring post. I can choose to let me down or improve. Elsa trey and Christina thanks for the support. Wander thanks for listening as well and for the late night chat. Well for me anyway late night.