She said my behaviour was on the limit or at the limit
refering I guess to BPD. My psychiatrist said I have schizophrenia and not a PD.
I asked for examples
She said I don't get along with ER psychiatrist. I told her when I was inpatient and the inpatient psychiatrist yelled at me, left the room because I didn't want to talk about a X issue, and threatened me with IP me forever. That inpatient was traumatic for me, I got acute stress disorder from it that triggered me a psychotic break that lasted 5 months. She didn't believe me.
It's a betrayal. She is dangerous.
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-