i think anxiety is the worst feeling i've ever felt, it is a sickness for me which i almost grew out of now that i'm older and on the right meds which took 30 years to get on the right ones. i am on clozapine which can be dangerous, bu ii get my bloods drawn every month to be regulated on them. before them i was a mess mentally. now i can say i can get through at least half the day without much problem some days.