Had my first appointment with my new therapist today and it went well. I really liked her and she said nothing I found condescending or rude. I felt so comfortable and heard so it was nice. I feel like we will really be able to make some progress and I'm looking forward to seeing what that will look like. I was very sick and worried I wouldn't make the appointment this morning because I was up all night moaning and wallowing in sickness and pain but it all came together today and for that I'm grateful.