I agree with what everyone says about how we all would miss you and how our mental illnesses put terrible thoughts into our heads.

I also like this advice that LucyG gave on Nov 7th (http://forums.psychcentral.com/psych...ll-cancel.html) because maybe it will help you. She said:

"...When I first started seeing one counselor, he taught me how to challenge my distorted thoughts and replace them with more realistic ones. I've been doing that for 20 years now, and it's amazing how much it helps.

Here's what I do: One a piece of paper of Word document I have two columns, and on the left side of the page I write 'distorted thoughts' and on the right 'rational thoughts.' Under distorted thoughts I write whatever it is that's bothering me such as 'everyone hates me.' Then I challenge it on the right side. I might write something like 'everyone doesn't know me so how can they hate me? It's just so-and-so that dislikes me for X....' I do this as many times as needed as often as needed and go back and read it when the distorted thoughts overwhelm me. It isn't perfect, but I've found it incredibly helpful in keeping me from becoming utterly overwhelmed when depressed or having family issues and the like."

LucyG gives lots of good advice and I think that your feeling about being unimportant IS distorted thinking. Myst