I'm so sorry Myrto. I know it hurts and I understand you still love her. A part of me still loves my ex-T and it's been 20 months without her now (though I'm more in an anger phase currently).

Didn't she tell you not to email anymore? And you pushed the boundaries first time and got your session canceled. And here you emailed her again.

It's not fair or how it's "supposed" to go. But there were signs. Maybe it's for the better, instead of stringing you along causing you more hurt. And maybe this new T is exactly who you were meant to see. The timing is perfect.