As Skies suggests, yes, my t is mentally unbalanced. That became apparent early on in the therapy relationship. Over the course of two years, I became aware of how deep her mental imbalance runs. So this recent gaslighting **** is upsetting but not surprising.

I had a session with t today. She was very mentally balanced today and I was able to get some things out in the open with her. Long story short, we both want our relationships to work out and so we will keep talking about what is going on for the both of us. I felt really good leaving her office today. Hope has been restored. It is not blind hope and logic still remains as I know anything can happen.