Hello Blue_Bird: Well... I'm old enough that I'm not going to class anymore. (I guess some folks my age do...) But I certainly know the feeling you're talking about here. I feel it with pretty-much everything I do. I wish I had some secret I could share with you. I don't. In my case, I just make myself do whatever it is I have to do. And once I do it's generally okay. Many years ago, my father used to say: "You're not required to like it. You're just required to do it." I take that as my motto...