Perhaps I came across as snarky, or you assumed people would be judgmental...idk

My question really WAS, why are you more concerned for him than you are for yourself? Your question to us (or non-question) was: "I worry about what effect it would have on him, he has worked hard to complete all his groups, and one to ones. Although I know he feels he is fighting against himself, I don't want to be the reason for that"

You don't seem to be worried about your own health.

(And, for the record, yes I think it's dangerous for his own health and well being to engage in this type of play.)