I agree with growlycat. I KNOW this is painful. But you are, based on previous posts, harassing him after he has told you continuously to stop. Please protect yourself and do not call, write, Email, text or go to his office. Do not follow him if you see him in public. Like growly said, he IS starting to speak the language of restraining orders. That will hurt you much worse. You will grieve for a long time, I'm quite sure, but please try to abide by his wishes and leave him alone. I don't want to sound harsh here, but he's sounding like he WILL take legal action if you contact him in any way again. You need to be careful.