I sometimes feel it isn't worth it. I came off the Pill because I didn't think it was and he got back in touch. He was annoyed I came off but it's just sex for him and I'm not comfortable with it. The fact he's willing to risk me getting pregnant or being ill from taking the Pill before my period suggests he doesn't care at all. I'm probably better off alone. I had sworn off men last month and was thinking of getting a dog. I might have to move soon so that can't happen. I suppose I get lonely. I just have to find more social activities to do and then I probably wouldn't get into a casual relationship like this. He was annoyed at me for not letting him come inside me without a condom so he might not be back in touch anyway.