Liz don't do it. You have a lot to live for it almost cost me my life and my career. I spent most of 2008 in the hospital undergoing heavy chemo which is the only thing that will knock my lupus back into place. Because of that I and the drugs they gave me caused the pulmonary fibrous and other issues. So sometimes the drugs do more harm then good.

Try and rest please Liz I don't want to loose you

Take care and rest when u can crashing is no fun