I need some support. I got really triggered today. Brought up huge painful memories that made me cry. It was about being vulnerable to a professional and then they used the information to destroy me. I guess I have not resolved it but I guess all the years in additional therapy did not take care of it. I would never be that vulnerable again to another professional. I just have to let it go but some days it is much harder to do. All I say again be careful with professionals they have their own baggage and agenda.